move on

8 more minutes to 1am in the morning. Counting from the time i woke up till now,its not even up to 12 hours yet. Mummy is still in the hospital with my uncles and aunties looking after grandpa. Grandpa's condition don't seems to be getting any better. But i believe theres still a chance.

I'm thinking alot these few days at home. Believe me that i say that i have not go out of the house for days? I lost count of it myself too. But i will be going out tomorrow with the girls for a jog at punggol park. At least to shake off unwanted stress and absorb some sunlight. If i really continue to cope myself at home,i will soon turn into a zombie.

Sometimes i wish that i am still a kid. Never a grown up. But avoiding is not the way.

''You de bi you shi''