Lack of updates for so many days. Prepare for long whining entry.

Was so busy over my rendering project and finally handed this heaviest project up on Friday. The days when we are doing our rendering were like hell. Went to school early in the morning and return home at around midnight. Which mean we have to wake up real early and turn in late. My five alarms in handphone,numbers of morning calls from friend and naggings from mum were not able to wake me up. However,i still have to drag myself out of the bed. Imagine my look of dozing off while having breakfast? I have never fail to caught myself sleeping on bus everyday on my way to school or home.

Besides doing our rendering,on the same time,we have to cope with 3Dartfun and CDS for some people. 'tabao' lunch from canteen and order mac delivery for dinner. Not even a proper and regular meal. Stress over making mistakes because it means re-doing it. Mixing of colours and frisking before we can really start work. So tiring and yet we can't rest when we got back home. Staying up till morning to do our assignments of 3Darfun before we finally can sleep. The days just repeat itself,so torturing.

However,my family somehow just don't understand. Start questioning me about the closing time of school,what i have been doing and why am still on msn in the morning when everyone is sleeping? I believe,in their minds,they have already assume that i am doing ''bad'' stuffs. I have been repeating my same old sentence over and over again till i don;t even want to say anything that i am doing my work in school. And it certainly pissed me off when they don't believe me about the school closing time. Do i need to ask the lecturer to call up to clarify or show my time table which i had already did? I am still on my msn in the morning because i have friends who are like me chionging their work of course. Its not as if people are so free to sleep that early. Telling me that its just being afraid of me going astray? Trying to cover the mistakes of accusing me or really meant it? I really have no idea. But the tone and attitude shown to me somehow looks accusing. Anyway,family have no grudges. I just felt that trust is not there and its unfair.

So many bad happenings,feeling down/helpless/stress/useless and everything. But its not going to last long. Wonderful holidays are in Dec! Thanksfully i have my supporting friends who make my days during rendering more lively,esp all the jokes and laughter. And not forgetting the tofu. : ) Forgive my bad attitude and wrong doings,no offence. Furthermore,thanks Raymond for your psp,it accompany me in the bus journeys and certainly is good for stress relieve. Of course,two toblerone chocolates which i took them as my lunch.

Argh...i know i am falling sick soon. Block and running nose. I almost sneezed my head out. Red nose and teary eyes. Throat feeling dry and i am sure its not chocolates fault,its just that i have been drinking less water. Anyway,i feeling better now though block nose still disallow me of taking more oxygen from the air. Bless me and pray for me of not falling ill now. I having more assignments and projects coming up. Just another 3 more weeks and i am free. I can see holidays smiling at me. : )

This is what i rendered. An A2 size airbrushing render,mil mi 24 military helicopter.



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