Bored~~~

My class 4e4

Its a pity that not all e4 peeps were inside the photo

He was sticking out his tongue! So cute

Zhu tou ri ji...

Seriously,i am bored!!! Lol...Suppose to 'makan' at fish and co today with the Eunice,Veron,Amelia and Han ping but something cope up and decided to change the date. So i stayed at home today again. Bored~~~

I am not going to blog on studies and school again. Everyday is the same. I nagged at Amelia to do her homework but i wasn't doing the given assignments myself too. Lol... :x Felt like slacking thoughout the whole day. Haiz...

This will be a short post. I just wanted to upload photos on my class and my dog. :)

*Its getting dark...*

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Recalling

Zhu tou ri ji...

I didn't blog for a few days? Yup yup. Hmm...let me recall what i did these few days...

I did not do much during weekends. I was slacking throughout. :x

Went out with Samuel for a dinner on sunday. We had our dinner settled in KFC at hougang mall. Was crapping and joking while eating. Lol...

My weekends were boring~~~weekdays come.

Had emath revision test on monday. Boring!!! I actually failed it! Because of those careless mistakes! Please kill me. Yup,normal school day again starting from monday. Shall not blog to much on that.

Tuesday today. I got back my physic test paper. I passed!!! I really can't believe it. I thought i am going to fail that paper because it was tough. All the questions are based on theory. Seriously,i don't understand what the theories mean. :x I just memorise all and threw it in the test. This physic test is my great motivation in physic! I used to be a borderline ( Must highlight that word 'borderline'. Lol...) failer in physic. After all my hard work put in it,i improved! I am going to work hard for the re-test on tueday. Miss Tan wasn't too happy for our grades as almost 3/4 of the class failed it? I think so.

Got back the 'stupid' compostition today too. I passed it! I was overjoyed. I am a borderline failer in English too. ( I seems to fail every subject...Lol...) Although 17/30 is not a big deal to most people but IS a big deal to me. I am making progress in my compo writing! :) I also threw in all the nice phrases in my compo too. Those phrases do make a difference in how an essay sounded like.

I am glad that my studies did showed improvement and i must ensure that it will continue improving. My effort put in studies are not wasted! Although the rate of improving is not fast but it was better then nothing. But i felt that i am not prepare for o's. Got to work even harder now.

Any catalyist to help me speed up the rate of improving? Lol...

*Yesterday's tomorrow*

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Racial harmony

Zhu tou ri ji...

Got to post in a short post before my attitude brother use the computer to play some stupid game. And i just start using the computer like about 30 mins. He came back,bath also have not taken yet,just change his clothes and he TOLD me that he wanted to use the computer. What sickening this attitude is? Can't he just ask me politly that when i am going to let him play? F*** him. I just replied him back that i wanted to use. And guess what? He said,''so?'' Bastard. And he continue saying that when i am going to let him play. i said 11pm,which is like half an hour more from the time now. Don't wish to argue with him. I just hate his bloodly F***ing attitude. As if i SHOULD let him use it. Wanted me to give him respect? Over my dead body. I also wanted respect too. Just because he was 9 years older than me and i should respect him more? I rather kill myself. Argh!!! Why can't our views and decision compromise? Why should i giving in to others and yet others can show attitude at me? I do have attitude and temper too ok. I am also a human.

I going to get a laptop at the end of year? First reason is that i need not share com with him and second is that i need it in poly anyway. When i get my own laptop,i will not allow anyone to lay their fingers on it.

I was kind of fed up today. I will show my attitude and temper like others next time. I will let them have the taste of what they given me. Don't push it too far. I will just explode.

Fine,enough of complains and naggings. Had some fun today on racial harmony day. Wearing those malay traditional costume can kill me. It was so stuffy and uncomfortable. Anyway,it is just 1 day. Played true or dare with classmates during the cultural night. Haha...so damn funny and enjoyable. Secrets and exciting parts will be kept. Too bad for those who missed it. Bleh...

Also,we took photos with teachers. We took photos with Mdm Frieda,Mr Yap,Mr Zukifi and Miss Yeo Leng. All the photos are nice. Going to compound them and send it to lincoln. But all photos were with Eunice now,will be uploading them tomorrow.

Oh ya...stupid Han Song hitted my head!!! Stupid pig. He going to get it from me soon. Make him drown in water? Wahahaha...

Got to go now. I am always such a nice person to give in to people who wanted to use computer.

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Happy~~~

Zhu tou ri ji...

I am overjoyed today!!! Haha...Although a stupid person made me mad in the early morning. I don't bother to mention that stupid person anymore. None of my business anyway. Why am i happy about? Ah huh,not going to blog it in details here. I wanted to keep it to my myself. :x

Normal lessons as usual today. Attended a lame physic talk on o levels after school. Mr selva's presentation does not catch our attention but Mr Yap's presentation was the best and useful. The talk lasted for 1 hour? I think so. After that,we went to do our physic practical. Boring~~~And Miss Tan actually wanted us to buy the practical 5 years series. Waste of our money. Theres also no time to complete them. Argh!!! Why can't she print for us? So lazy~~~:x

Finally got back home,throw aside my books,glab my phone and went to chloe's house. Met samuel on the way to river plaza. Had a short conversation with him,joking and crapping. Accompany him to wait for bus too. Anyway,that doesn't takes long for bus 88 to arrive. Of course,i went to chloe's house after that. Tried on the costume that i borrowed from Mdm frieda. Pants and shoe that chloe lend me. Thanks Chloe. :) Excited for tomorrow? Ar...i only waiting to 'makan' in pizza hut. Baked rice~~~

Is JC life so boring? Why Jun Zhi told me that JC life so sian? Lol...anyway,i am aiming to poly. Say NO to JCs for me. Haha...I am more suitable in poly and will be able to adapt to poly's lifestyle easier. Haha...

Hmm...got to catch 'love at zero degrees' on tv now. So should end here.

*You made my life complete*

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Pandas?

Zhu tou ri ji...

Hmm...This will be a short post before my brother use the computer. Days per normal. Study throughout everyday,study for tests,do homework and just nothing but studying. Everyone looks so lethargy! Dark rings and heavy eye bags. Although i am going through the same 'process',but i will never have any dark rings and eye bags. ( Too bad,i am borned in this way ) I think class 4e4 will be full of pandas! Haha. There is already one sitting beside me in class. :x Maybe some peeps can try this solution out. When feeling tire and sleepy,wash your face,lie down on the sofa or bed,close your eyes for 5 minutes and at the same time use your fingers to massage your eyes. This allows our mind to relax and eyes to rest. But remember not to fall asleep. Maybe this sounds so stupid but it do works for me. Thats why i can stand late nights. ( But not everyday )

Hmm,enough of my 'teachings'. Many things happened within these few days. Mis-understandings really can affect a person emotions and way of thinking. ( Thats scary~~~) But sun do appears after all mis-understandings are cleared. A person really do grow up through mis-understandings. It really is able to make a person thinks,learn how to handle them with a clear mind and make quick but accurate decisions. Shouldn't be afraid of facing mis-understandings anymore.

Should end here. I got to turn in early today to have sufficent sleeping hours. Tomorrow will be another long day too. And also, guys who will be going out for a gathering or something like that,do enjoy yourselves!

*Tell me that i am not alone*

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Learn how to see with your heart

Zhu tou ri ji...

Sometimes things are not the same as what we saw. The truth must had be hidden and blinded us from knowing. So if thats what we think,go forward to clarify and ask others how they are thinking too. Should get a balance and find the centre of stability. Most of the people don't do these and thus conflicts and mis-understandings arised. learn how to see and think with your heart. I am sometimes guilty of that too. I don't know why i got into this topic suddenly. But this issue kept poping up in my mind. Never mind. I seems to be crapping in my first paragraph.

Having physic test on monday and social studies test on tuesday. Tests again. Sick and tire of it. But no choice,students' life. I am bored!!! Just so bored. Bored of schooling.

Seriously i don't know what i can blog.I can't post some of my thoughts and words in here because i don't wish to hurt anyone nor being bias against them. So i just had to keep mum.

Hmm...tomorrow maybe going out with my family to had breakfast at mac in the morning and dinner at orhard in the evening. Sometimes,i am really very happy to have more family gatherings. I sometimes can feel that i am showered by the love of my parents and brother. Shall keep the sweetness. They are worth to be kept.

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Crying do works

Zhu tou ri ji...

Just had a good cry when i was in the bathroom,bathing. It was the only time whereby i can just let down my hair and have a good cry. I was in a really bad mood today. Real bad. I never had being in such a bad mood before. So i am badly sorry that if i did hurt somebody's feeling by my ruthless words and action. Especially to Qian Hui. I knew that she just came and concern me but i just pushed her away and told her that don't come bother me. Oh my god! I can't believe in what i said to her too. Really very sorry. Had to apolosize to Chloe too. I think she having a bad time with me today.

I actually scolded the F word during geography ssp today! I think that friends around me heard it and was shocked. Haiz. I really bad in controling my temper,speech and action when i am in a bad mood. My bad mood did not came looking for me with no reason. So i think that everybody should be able to guess what it is. O levels. That piece of paper obtained after we took O levels which determine our future. Whatever it is,i just hates the Singapore education system.

I am stressed!!! I really can studied till i cry. Plus i am lacking of sleeping hours. Can i just add a coma here? Just let me rest a while before getting on the journey. School life is a non-stop. It just goes on and on and on. Lessons after lessons and carry on by ssp. Finished homework and still need to study for tests. I really can't stand it. There is a quotation in chinese,'xiu xi shi wei le zuo geng chang de lu'. But it seems that there is no resting. Teachers will just say,bear with it for a awhile. Friends can do nothing about it besides giving you more encouragements because they are the ones suffering too.

I found my way of relieve myself from stress. Crying do works sometimes. A temporary effect to ease from those sufferings. I love crying actually. Addicted to it. I am a weird person sometimes. People can hardly make up what i am trying to show or going to do. For this time,i don't wish that friends will come and console me. It will only make me feel worst. Some people may ask,whats there to be stress off? Usually,those people are smart and clever and good in studies.

I am a slow learner. I need more practises. People took 1 month to learn and understand a chapter but i need 2 months to do so. People who only took 1 month will not understand the feelings of people who took 2 months. Besides making them feel better and helping them,they rubbed salt on the wound. Ouch! It really hurts. So what? People who took 2 months are working even harder or maybe even better than those who took 1 month. Hey people looking at this papragraph,please don't guess who i am talking about because i based on majority. The 2 types of student.

I really do have alot to pour out but the time don't allow me to do. i got to get back to my studying of s.s for the seq test tomorrow. Guess what? My eyes were watery due to the yawning. But i am left without a choice but to finish study before i can sleep. So i better end my today's entry by hoping that my mood will be good tomorrow.

Off to study...

*I being casted by a sleeping spell*

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Monday blues

Zhu tou ri ji...

Bore! Pissed off! Freak out and Going crazy soon. I can't stand everymore! The same rountine repeating again and again. Everyone are sick and tire of it. Teachers just say that it is for our own good and O Levels are important. Tests and just tests on almost everyday. But i don't see that by blogging school stuffs in my blog will bring in any changes.

I wasn't in a good mood today. Tire,cold and vexed. I was like yawning throughout lessons. Vexed when teachers gave us assignments and tests. Mood swing today again. It is just the start of a week and i hope saturday comes soon. Education system in Singapore is like...treating students as? ( Not going to make any more comments )

Took back chemistry,amath and today's emath tests. As i expected,i failed my chemistry again. ( Lost hope ) I passed my amath but i think i am just being lucky. Peer marked emath test,i passed. I am still having problems with my chemistry,amath and english. Argh!!! Having a bad headche now.

Will be having geography test tomorrow again. Map reading and agriculture. I am preparing to failed it. I don't even want to study them. I am deadbeat. I wanted to sleep...Serious lack of sleep hours. Pimples and dark rings coming up soon.

Amelia! Is your finger alright? I did not notice that your fingers are behind my chair. Sorry.

I think i better be off to watch the results of super band and just filp through geography. *Yawn*

*Can i be the sleep beauty? Just because i wanted to sleep as much as i can*

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Out to study

Zhu tou ri ji...

Went out to study today. Crystalene can't make it because she was feeling weak and not well. She was really stress up recently. She did maths from 10 to 3! Oh my god...thats a very long time. Poor girl. Hope she don't stress herself up and take gd care of her body. Get well soon!

So ended up only Han Ping and me were studying and doing our homework in compass point KFC. I finished my amath worksheet with Han Ping aid. Lol...Finally got to understand amath trigo more now. We were cracking our brains on the stupid coordinate geometry. And we get Jian wei's help. Lol...because Jian wei called me and i 'shun bian' asked him whether he is free to come down and helped us. He actually did came down!!! So touched...lol...Anyway,he just wanted to buy foolsap and 'shun bian' come meet us. And he also brought his answers on the amath down too. >.<''' So Han Ping and me went to photocopy it. :x Jian wei!!! Thanks for your help o. I don't understand will come find you.

Studied till 8pm? we went to shop around compass point and bought some food stuffs back home. Mummy loved the dried mango which i bought for her! Lol...but i felt bad that i did not buy anything for daddy. Will make it up next time.

Got to catch a horror movie on television now! Amelia! Don't sad sad ok. I am your special girl! Think of me and you will be happy ok.

*I fall in love recently...in love with studies*

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New blog skin again~~~

What is he looking at when i am trying to take photos of him?

He really knows how to post in front of the camera...

Zhu tou ri ji...

Haiz...changed my blog skin again. I can't bear to change it but no choice. Amelia can't view it despite of several times of refresh,chloe also had problem entering into different areas in my blog and lots of people don't know how to view my blog. So i better change it,very reluctantly. I love that blog skin. It is special and plain. Plain is nice. Especially it is in black,my favourite colour. Anyway,my my current blog skin is black too but it loses the 'special'. *Jiu de bu qu,xing de bu lai* Maybe change it again when i come across another blog skin i like.

School ended early today. No SSP! Went back home at around 12.20pm. The earliest time i reached home from the year start. Lol...In the past,we went to school before the sun rise and we left the school when the sun set. Pathetic...

Had amath test today. Mr Fong took the questions from our homework. Thanks god,i did my revision on the worksheet with the solutions that he gave us. So this is the only amath test which i am confidence in passing.

(Homework for today: Amath textbook,17 questions,amath worksheet and emath worksheet )
Math math math! Will drive me mad soon. Argh! Everyday got math homework for students. No wonder all departments especially humanities department hated the math department. Lol...

Better stop my complainings now. Seems to be blogging the same topic again and again. Boring to my viewers soon.

Are the photos on my darling cute? But i think the photos were blur. I just love my dog. Adorable in his looks and cute in his mischief. Lol...

*The key to success*

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Aimless

Zhu tou ri ji...

Routine repeated itself again. Boring school life,loads of homework to complete and revisions. But it was kind of relax today. All the teachers except Mr Toh and Chinese teachers teaching 4e4 were adsent from school! No geography,no english and no chemistry. However,we were given essays to do during our free period.

( Homework for today: Chemistry worksheet,Physic prelim paper from chinese high, Chinese O level paper year 2004 and had to prepare the cards for transformation. )

Anyway,i seemed to be laughing for the whole day. Especiallly after school. Gen and Zhi Hui were taking photos of Andy. Their conversations and actions were funny. Gen was showing Andy's photos to the whole class by using the visualizer. Haha...The best photo is the one whereby Andy was taken with his hair pinned up. After which,had lunch in the school canteen. Went back to the class and keep on joking with Veron and Eunice. We were crapping and laughing all the way till we left. Its been a long time since i had such a long laugh. Felt so free and relax. Glad to be in 4e4 and with all friends.

Having amath brainstorm quiz tomorrow. =.= Amath again! Kill me please. Believed me,i going to get the first in class for this quiz! The first by counting from the back. T.T So may god bless me then. S.s test tomorrow? Anyway,i am not going to study s.s also.

Think i better get back to my amath revision for tomorrow quiz now.

*Thoughts and memories just kept flowing back*

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Drained out!

Zhu tou ri ji...

Finally i got the time to blog. Will be a short post before i am off to study again. *Yawn* and i am feeling tire now. But still have to hang on. Wednesday now. Only wednesday! Oh my god! I only turn in after 1am every weekdays and have to wake up at 6.30am the next morning. 5 hours of sleep is not enough for me! Can i pause the time? Nah,i must be dreaming now. Lol...

Math! Math! Math! Everyday seems to be having math lessons and math homeworks. ( Math include emath and amath ) The teachers are insane! Piled up our homework loads like none of their business. Just to complete those math homeworks,i am going crazy soon. *Pull my hair,bang my head and bite the pen* Kill me! Kill me! Math drive me mad~~~*faint*

Was viewing some e4 peeps blogs (Ya,i am kpo ). Everyone seems to be complaining on school,SSP and homeworks. Lol...And i am proud to say that i am one of them too. Haha...>.<''' Anyway,its going to last for a few months only. After O levels,i am going to sleep for 3 days 2 nights ( Is it enough? ) to recuperate from my 'lack of sleep' illness. Haha...

Mr LKK aimed to upgrade SKSS ( In acadamic ) and his vision is to drive the graduating classes crazy. Will he be building another SKSS in Hougang? I mean mental hospital. LOL...ok,i am crapping from the start till now.

Anyway,i goging to stop now. Off to continue my studying of geography. *Yawn*

*Time is never enough*

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New blog skin

Zhu tou ri ji...

How is my new blog skin? I found it special! Although i found it quite some time back,but i only decided to use it yesterday. Is it really veri troublesome to locate the links? That is what Yew Chye told me. But i am not going to change it till i can find one which i like. The song i put is great too! ''Never let you go'' sang by Janice. It is not a popular song and i just get to know it when i found the song which belonged to my brother in the computer. love this song so much when i heard it for the first time. Lol...

Wasn't doing much today. Everything was in slow pace. I was doing chemistry prelim papers the whole afternoon. Ya,chemistry again. Lol...I am just following Mr LKK time table only. ( Actually i am lazy to plan out another one. :x )

The 7th month is coming! So there will be lots of horror movies coming up! Yeah! Simply love horror movies too much. ( Ar...surely there will be people scolding me 'siao' ) Lol...Oh ya,i am reading the true Sinagapore ghost stories book 14 recently too. I am a loyal reader and supporter of true Singapore stories!

Haiz...recently my mood is like riding a roller coaster. Up and down. Due to PMS coming? Lol...probably. ( So people don't come irritate me. I will bite! Lol...)

This is a rather short post. Didn't really know what to blog actually. So i will just stop here.

*Believe in what you believe*

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enough?

Zhu tou ri ji...

Here i come to blog. Was 3 plus in the mornming now and i am not asleep yet. Not watching world cup too. Just staying up late to change my blog skin and listen to songs. Not feeling sleepy at all too. But feeling a sense of worry and having lots of thoughts in mind.

I admited that i am an attitude girl. *nods* Everyone do have their attitude right? But why can't people look into their attitude before pointing out other people attitude? Remember that when you point at someone with 1 finger,there still other 4 fingers pointing back at yourself. Anyway,this is 1 of the thoughts in my mind. Doesn't matter~~~

I woke up very late today. Ar...should be yesterday because it is past 12am now. Slept till 2 plus. Was trying to sleep even longer but dad was like making a fuss. >.<''' Seriously,i don't like people disturbing my sleep. I woke up and had my lunch. Surprizingly,i actually doing the prelim papers of chemistry today! Through is at a very slow rate but at least it is much more better then not doing any revise right? I really must start to get use of using weekends to study now. Time don't wait for me and i need to catch up with the time. Haiz...getting stress and tight now. Can i cope with it? 3 to 4 months are not long nor short. Got to show more improvement from now on. Go go go!

Going to reach 4am soon. Time is never enough for those taking O levels this year. Everyone seems to follow the same routine everyday. I guess. Wake up early in the morning,went to school,study throughout for half the day,after school extra lessons,go home do homework and revise,next went to sleep. The same routine just repeat itself again and again. Feel so bore and tire of it. Soon,theres no time for meals too. Lol...

If buring textbooks and answers,dissolve them in the water and drink it can help me memorise all the facts,i don't mind to be bloat. Just kidding anyway. *Yawn* Got to hop into bed now. Have to wake up tomorrow and continue my revision. Jia you!!!

*86400 seconds,1440 minutes,24 hours*

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